He said he thought I was the inspiration,

So I found a reason to stay
To try a little harder.. to see the other side
Talking to myself, too many sleepless nights
Trying to find a meaning …

I don't want a simple thing
Sometimes I didn't know what to ask
And what and who to be …
But then you stood out in the crowd

Hey, you did say, what you're looking' for?
Does anyone have the answer; i just require more !
Who's going to work this out?
Is this the question not to be asked….

Did I want your sympathy, don’t know,
maybe only friendship ….but desperately seeking
Attention of which I have too much
Sometimes I don't know what I want and how to ask

I found a good reason to let it go
Can tell you now that I'm smiling' but it still has to grow
Will I find salvation ?
Will it stop me searching?
Will it be enough?

Hey, you will ask, why are you searching ?
Does anyone have the answer, I always wanted more
But haven’t you already given me an answer
without a second thought ?

I don’t require more, not knowing what to ask
At least I know I feel alive ….
The moment to break the chain
The moment to walk away … and be myself
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